Thursday, April 23, 2009

oops

So, I've finally lost my two year battle to get into London College of Fashion. I've worked so so hard, and I really feel like I deserved a place..but I don't think this was meant to be for me. I have a place at a really awesome uni, and even if I didn't dream of going there, I still think it could be really great.

I'm really sad right now, but I'm certainly not going to let that stop me. Good things don't come easy! This whole university process showed me that you definitely can't plan your life, even if you have been trying since you were a little girl..things just have their own ways of working out. And isn't it all more worth it when you can say you really worked hard for it?

From now on my only plan in life is just to be oh so successful at what I do, and be happy...who cares how it happens, as long as it does eh.





Amidst my 4am sad rambling, I've rediscovered this song that made me fall in love with Sunset Rubdown. I'm always blown away, I love them so much. I was trying to find a youtube video that wasn't going to ruin it, I'd rather there was no visual but hey, enjoy...

6 comments:

  1. that is disappointing...I love your attitude though. Bravo! Everything's going to be just fun as long as you keep up your motivation.

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  2. iris iris iris...you have not lost the battle you have just begun fighting, its tough but you fucking love it...lets get creative...chin up! ur an amazing photographer! x

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  3. Thank you for the inspiring words Miss Noix!x

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  4. One of my favorite songs of all time!

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  5. Snap! best song in the world, still suprises me when the drums come in.

    pfft lcf will regret it in the future. you make them look bad

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